Maybe you're the one.

Would like to say goodbye to 2009, and Hello to 2010. 2009 has been a good and bad year for me. But i would like to move onto 2010, treasuring all the good moments and removing all the bad ones. I would like to apologize to those who i have hurt, not only physically but also verbally. My friends has been my side every time i needed them, and thank you for that guys. I want to wish everyone good luck for next year. Thanks Mummy, and Daddy for everything. Thanks to my little brother who has annoyed me for so many times, but thanks for making me smile and laugh.

Could there be other ways to ease the pain,

other than this. I'm sorry for this really short post.

Labels: suffering

Made a good friend on plurk.

Other than that have nothing else to post so,

just this small poem i found on my friend's tumblr.

It doesn't matter..

if the guy is imperfect,

or the girl is imperfect,

as long as

they are perfect for each other : )

In about one week's time, it would be the New Year and tomorrow is Christmas. Even though part of me is excited cause of the new year, another part of me is not ready. Anyway, i can't do anything to stop time.

A lot of thoughts have been running through my mind and at times i wonder if some of my thoughts are even necessary. I really don't want to be living in the past. If everyone can move on, so can i.

Having my O-Level's next year is also one of the few reasons why i'm not looking forward to next year. My dad wants me to go to a JC, but i have decided to go to a poly. Sorry dad. Anyway JC is tough from what i heard, so i don't want to go.

Hayley Williams is so gorgeous.

Since the start of my holidays, i have been really lazy to do anything. It's long since i played any sports. I have not even went down to play soccer with my friends. Anyway, i have been eating alot. And i'm getting worried if i would get fat.

But even if i start being active again, it would be too late cause around two weeks left to school reopen. Oh well, i guess i got no choice but to start going down to play some sports or run. I hope next year i can get gold for my Napfha, like sec one.

But i know it's not easy but i would work on it. And yeah, i would be posting lesser and lesser. And i would not come online that often anymore, i think. Cause sitting infront of this computer, has made me so laaaaaazzzzzzzzy.

Went out with my aunty's family, to Escape yesterday. All of us had a great time.Tomorrow is the day of our class chalet. I guess most of my friends are looking forward to this as i am. Anyway, i'm really confused this days. I don't know what to do, i don't know if i'm doing the right thing.

I still can't get over my break up with Nisa. And it's been like four months. My friends have adviced me to move on. I'm trying but it's no use cause i just can't. But i thought to myself one day, is it really necessary to stay like this. No, so i know what to do. There could be difficulties understanding what i'm trying to imply here.

Wouldn't it be awesome if Singapore could experience Autumn.

I am just rotting at home, and has nothing else to do other than watching television and using the computer. Anyway, i went back to Bartley today, to purchase my Sec 4 books. And i saw Pei En. I'm planning to go out on monday, with YanRong, Shamini, Praveen, Fherzana, and maybe Ariffin, and Fadil. But i'm still not sure where we are going, cause we don't know where to go. But Sandy aka YanRong wants to watch New Moon. I really have no idea on where to go. Any suggestions?

I have not even started one bit of my holiday homework, and that's bad. Cause i have quite alot of homework, and to top it i do have to revise for the tests which is going to be held the first week of school. There's just too much school stuff, to complete and I HATE IT!

I know i have not been updating my blog for five days, and it's due to plain laziness. I have not taken a step outside my house since i came back from OBS. Even though, my friends and I planned to go out during this holidays, due to some reasons we are not able to.

Anyway, i really miss my friends and classmates. Next's week is my class chalet and i am really looking forward to it cause i can see my friends and most of my classmates. I have been sitting on the computer and watching TV for five days. And i really find it boring, but what choice do i have. If only my friends could somehow manage to plan an outing, it would be awesome.

Tumblr seems to be an interesting site, and i have given so much of thoughts whether to join or not, but for now i won't join. My entries always seems to be dull so i uploaded the picture on top. Don't they look adorable and at the same time so tasty. Does anyone knows where can i get my hands on one of this?

I wanted to blog about OBS the day i came back which was yesterday but i was kinda lazy so i'm gonna do it today. I am gonna post about what i did each day, so don't get bored reading.

30/11/09

Woke up at six, and got ready and took a cab to school with my huge backpack. When i got to school, walked to canteen and i saw Rama, Mingteck, Hujun, Donna, Nik, Mathew, Zack and Isa. After Ariffin, fifi and the rest came we board the bus to go Punggol jetty. When we reach there we were spilt into our different watchs(groups). Took the jetty to Pulau ubin. When we reach there we walked to the MPH, and there was a course opening, after that met my watch instructor Roland. Had our lunch after that, and we had kayaking. Kayaking was so much fun. Had dinner, and went to our tents to sleep.

1/12/09

Woke up around, six i think. Had rock climbing that day. All of us were each given a camping bag, a poncho and a live vest. Cannot remember much, what happen that day.

2/12/09

Left camp one after lunch, for our land expedition, everyone was like carrying a bag which we got the day before, and we carried our tents. We walked with our almost 20KG bag, which was so heavy. We walked more than 8km, to our checkpoint, and after walking Roland said that we had to find a tower and climb, oh ya we had to find the checkpoint and the tower with our map and a compass. So difficult. The tower was so tall, and everyone was so tired but we had to complete it as it was a challenge. When we reach the top, the scenery was so nice. Had our lunch. After that we walked to our campsite two, which took us one hour.

3/12/09

Woke up at five, and everyone from Camp One Alpha got ready with our bags and walked to a place where got our kayaks, and that was the starting point of our sea expedition. We started to kayak at 8am, and we had to kayak 3/4 around pulau ubin. There was a total of 64 people kayaking, and our instructors were in their safety boat so nice. We were kayaking so fast that we stopped at a beach, some people went up shore to eat, but most people swam and we splashed water at each other, which was super fun. After half and hour continue kayaking and reached camp one at 1.30. We were suppose to reach at 4 but we reach there faster, as we all worked together. As a reward we did jetty jump, which was so cool. Just off into the water, haha got life vest.

4/12/09

My watch and ariffin's watch got to do a high element which was so scary. After that we had our lunch and everyone gathered at the MPH, and we sat in our watchs, and Roland talked to us and gave us our certs and photos. We had to pay for some equipment which we lost. Had course closing and we left to punggol jetty. Bought our t-shirts from the souvenir shop. Rama, Donna, Ariffin, Mingteck and me decided to eat somewhere. And we took bus 89 to hougang mall. We decided to eat at Mac and we talked and ate. After that, Rama, Mingteck and Ariffin were going to take mrt, and i was going to take bus home as got one direct bus. Anyway, Donna was staying in hougang. Donna, and the guys accompanied me to the bus stop"so sweet of them". Waited for me till my bus came and than they left, and i toke my bus. Called mummy and asked to bring umbrella to the bus stop, cause was it was pouring.